Saturday, October 25, 2008
Monday, October 20, 2008
Friday, October 17, 2008
Reality sets in...
Day three on my own with both of the kids. The post-birth hormones that trick you into thinking everything will be okay are starting to wear off. This morning I did everything through a torrent of tears for two hours. Cleaning your glasses every five minutes is a real drag. I need some wipers.
Last night I had a dream that Wyatt fell down a well shaft. I could see him stuck there precariously, just out of my reach. I had to force myself to wake up. It was awful. I think I may be beginning to experience a touch of guilt that I'm sure every new mother of two goes through. He seems to be adjusting well but sometimes I look at him and he's just so beautiful... I feel bad that I can no longer dedicate most of the hours of my day to loving on him and him only.
I finally got around to making myself breakfast at noon today. Wyatt is napping and Maggie is in and out of sleep (once in a while the typing seems to startle her awake). I'm trading my one precious napping opportunity today for scrambled eggs and espresso with cream. So far it's a good trade. We'll see how I feel at the 1am feeding. And the 3am, and the 3:45am, and the 5am...
We have taken tons of pictures and I promise at least one more blog post today with some sweetness and light, even if I have to type it with my feet while I nurse Mags on one side and bounce Wyatt on my knee.
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Monday, October 13, 2008
Sunday, October 12, 2008
Hungry Girl
Time to feed the little girl. She is such a good baby, only crying when she is hungry or needs a diaper changed.
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Friday, October 10, 2008
Maggie Gets Borned
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Wednesday, October 8, 2008
Friday, October 3, 2008
Baby Watch: Week 39
Thursday's appointment was not very fruitful. Now the doc is talking about putting off induction until Friday the 10th. So much for taking her early so she doesn't get too big. The doctor estimates that she's now about 9.5 pounds, a full pound up from where she was last week.
It's a pretty frustrating time for us right now. We are concerned that the doc will put us off so long that we will be forced to have a c-section due to Maggie's size. I'm not scared of the surgery but am wary of the healing process while taking care of Wyatt and a newborn too. I also feel bad for Mags whose movements have decreased drastically over the last week. She's got to be so uncomfortable in there with barely any room to shift around.
So we are trying to keep our perspective in the face of disappointment and uncomfortability all around. I have an appointment for Monday and I think I may insist that they put me in the next available hospital slot. I will let ya'll know how that works out. Everyone keep them fingers crossed.
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